update

Hey all,

It's been a little while since I have wrote in this thing. It's been a busy month. First off... I moved. It's actually quite great. For as much as my roomates and I see eachother.. it's pretty good. None of us are ever home really. haha.

As for work... it's going really well. I still love working there, and as much as it's a little slow right now, it's still fun. I still learn new things, and it still challenges me.

As for life... I've been thinking a lot about what I am doing, where am I going from here... it just seems so boring to live life... going to work, coming home, going to work everyday... I need to get involved in more things. I really do. I've decided that I am not going back to school until I know exactly what I want to do. No more try a little of this, a little of that... It's not fun trying to pay off bills that are from "trying" things. I'm thinking if I go back, it will be something that is like a year course and I'll finish it and do amazing. Part of me is still considering being a teacher. I guess I'm not quite sure what I want to be when I "grow up". And until I am sure of that... I'm not gonna waste my money. I really loved college.. mainly cause I learned lots. and I had a great social life. But what I realized, is there is a real world out there, that is not college. Maybe for some their life will always be academia... but for me... it will never be. I am not that type of person. I have no aspiration to get a masters or a doctorate... but I do however, want to be content. Happy with my job, and be able to come home at the end of the day and say, boy am I glad I decided to do that... it brings me great pleasure to fulfill that career.

We'll see where life takes me.. We'll see what crossroad I will be brought to. Right now, I'm just going through the motions.. Playing "life" seeing what my next roll of the dice will bring me.